It just hit me as to why I enjoy writing on here so much. There's something about me that not many people know about. Well, no one at all, actually. It's like my very own "skeleton in the closet" kind of thing. And boy, do I have a gazillion of those. Let's not even get started on that. Well, it isn't exactly worthy enough to be labelled as a skeleton, but hey, you judge. So.... I love talking to myself. Not the snarky-comments-about-other-people-whisper-under-your-breath-monologue "talking to myself", it's the full-on-conversation-I'm-person-A-and-I'm-also-person-B kind of "talking to myself".
I can do it practically anywhere, while doing anything. While walking around a mall, queueing up at a supermarket, looking through clothes at a store, waiting for my food to arrive at a restaurant, driving (especially), you name it. It obviously happens when I'm alone lah. Wouldn't that be the biggest insult ever if I preferred talking to myself over whoever it was that was in front of me? *insert laughing with tears emoji* And to the Indian lady who thought I was on the phone because I had headphones on, I'm sorry, but no, I was actually talking to myself. Man, this is so embarrassing.
I don't know about you guys, but I find it so amusing and exciting. It's just so nice being confined and occupied with my own thoughts, and being able to actually verbally express it. It's like my own little bubble where I'm the wittiest and funniest person ever. Oh my God, someone get me a set of friends, please. I have the most interesting conversations with myself sometimes. I could be bitching about this cocky girl I bumped into, deciding on whether or not I can pull off that black Givenchy Antigona, discussing the reasons why the MRR2 is congested every freaking time, planning out my patient's treatment plan - all of that and more, with me, myself and I.
I guess that's why I love it here. It lets me do what I love, without making a complete fool of myself or being entirely embarrassed by it.
